This is actually normal…. Christian or not… I think with us…. perceived or reality…. we feel as if we have to be perfect or churchy aka church face….
but like everyone else human, we have emotions, stress etc….
A: I’m the type to try to be perfect, not say anything, then out of the blue, i just blow off and husband and DD is confused… they thought everything was perfect… til i blew my own cover…..
i learned that it is communication…. i had to learn that it is ok to not have that face or front all the time. we have these faces to save face but it is ok to feel a certain way and acknowledge it. the only thing is to not let feelings run over logic, poison our hearts, or let us depart from Truth. if you are ________, acknowledge it, then act properly.
moms are all so busy and such givers but we still need to set aside a time for us…. 30 mins to do whatever we want. even if we don’t take it, it is still a great “target” and will help you get through the day because there is a goal.
it could be 30 mins of mindless wandering through TARGET or reading a book or writing about mindless things. after some talking, the hubby got on board with a passion of mine i have forgotten… sewing. find something… an outlet… and there will be less tendency for what took place.
we have heard… energy is neither created nor destroyed… it is merely directed… it will come out regardless but how we deal with the energy determines outcome or results…
energy can be creative and destructive… how we deal is up to us…. best wishes to you…
j
